Category: tw suicide

Today I felt proud because it's been ten years since the first time I tried to kill myself and despite all the times I've struggled with suicidal thoughts, I'm still here, I'm still alive, and I'm still fighting.

And eat tuna


I tried to kill myself a while ago, but now I watch big cat videos when I start hurting in some way

Shake off the hurt


(Tw: suicide) Today I felt proud because I had a really intense suicidal episode but I didn't kill myself and I managed to talk about it with my brother.

I really want to give you a big hug. You’re doing such an amazing job and I’m so glad your brother was there to listen. 

Keep fighting xx 


Today I felt proud because I was actually alive when I woke up this morning. I have fought through days of very very intense suicidal thoughts.

We are all so so freaking proud of you… like, WOW!!!!!!!!

i planned my suicide but didn’t go through with it. i’m so glad I didn’t.

Stay strong we all believe in you and are glad you are still with us x

This was actually yesterday but I felt proud because a friend came to me asking for help because one of their friends sentmonimous messages before deleting their chat, and they freaked out thinking they were going to commit suicide. I walked them through their panic and sent them relaxing songs to help them calm down. Eventually the situation was resolved and the friend turned out to be okay, but I was so proud of myself because I helped them. Like I did that. I didn’t freak out or panic, I didn’t ignore them out of fear, like I helped them. I’m usually so anxious and confused but I was so composed and calm and like??? WHERE DID THAT COME FROM??? I HELPED SOMEONE I FELT SO AMAZING

Great. Crisis. Management. It is amazing we can be so anxious until we are not the most anxious person in the room and then all of a sudden, BAM, cool, calm & collected!

Today I felt proud because despite the fact that these past few weeks I've been slowly getting worse, I haven't given in to self harm or suicidal impulses. Even if I'm only going through the motions, I'm still moving and I'm still fighting.

Keep fighting that good fight – you have battled the pain and won before, and can do it again x

I didnt kill myself last night


today was a bad day but I feel kinda proud that I managed to work out and do some reading for uni despite feeling like there's no point in being alive

There is a point. I hope that you find it because it is there.