Category: suicidal

Today I felt proud because despite the fact th…

Today I felt proud because despite the fact that these past few weeks I've been slowly getting worse, I haven't given in to self harm or suicidal impulses. Even if I'm only going through the motions, I'm still moving and I'm still fighting.

Keep fighting that good fight – you have battled the pain and won before, and can do it again x

I didnt kill myself last night

I didnt kill myself last night

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today was a bad day but I feel kinda proud tha…

today was a bad day but I feel kinda proud that I managed to work out and do some reading for uni despite feeling like there's no point in being alive

There is a point. I hope that you find it because it is there.

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Today I was able to say that I want to be aliv…

Today I was able to say that I want to be alive and that I do not want to die, that I do want to be alive and stay alive and experience life. For me, that is one of my biggest accomplishments since I have had suicidal thoughts for many years. This is the first time I can truly say I do not want to die and I am happy!!!!

That’s MASSIVE!!!!!

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Im still alive

Im still alive

Because you’re strong and – 

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Tifp because I've been "resensitized…

Tifp because I've been "resensitized" to getting suicidal and i cry when I get suicidal and have been asking my caregiver for help

You deserve love and support. 

IT WILL GET BETTER!!!!

Today i felt proud because i learned how to ta…

Today i felt proud because i learned how to talk nice to myself when I get suicidal because of my past

You deserve ALLLL the kindness!!!!!!!!!!!

Today i felt proud because i learned how to ta…

Today i felt proud because i learned how to talk nice to myself when I get suicidal because of my past

You deserve ALLLL the kindness!!!!!!!!!!!

this wasn't today but i still feel good a…

this wasn't today but i still feel good about it; at the beginning of the month i tried to kill myself via overdosing but made myself throw it all up (at least 30 pills) because my kinda gf had called me and she was crying after i vaguely insinuated i was gonna finally kill myself. i'm mostly proud for managing to push away my own shadows so i could continue to share what's left of my light with her.

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I flushed the pills I was planning a suicide w…

I flushed the pills I was planning a suicide with

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